Only Hurting Yourself - Shaya Zamora

I'm cold and so broken All the whilst though your arms wide open Still lonely when you hold me I'm trying, ain't changing Even though I know it drives you crazy I'm lying to you, baby And I hate this way I am All the shit was never planned I don't wanna give this up if I'm gon' knock you down Oh I'm holding on to something thinking you'll be alright But I'm taking all your loving and I don't give you mine If I had the heart to love you, I would put up a fight But baby, it hurts when I'm hurting you When I'm hurting you Being honest is so hard and I tried to save you but you keep on fallin' So sorry, I'm not happy And I hate this way I am All the shit was never planned I don't wanna give this up if I'm gonna knock you down Oh I'm holding on to something thinking you'll be alright But I'm taking all your loving and I don't give you mine If I had the heart to love you, I would put up a fight But baby, it hurts when I'm hurting you So tell me where the light is 'Cause I'm struggling to fight Just a little peace of mind I said tell me where the light is We both know there ain't no way That well never be the same Oh I'm holding on to something thinking you'll be alright But I'm taking all your love and I don't give you mine If I had the heart to love you I would put up a fight But baby, it hurts, oh it hurts, oh Oh I'm holding on to something thinking you'll be alright But I'm taking all your loving and I don't give you mine If I had the heart to love you, I would put up a fight But baby, it hurts when I'm hurting you Oh and I'm holding on to something thinking you'll be alright But I'm taking all your love when I dont give you mine If I had the heart to love you, I would put up a fight But baby, it hurts when I'm hurting you

When you come after me and I go after you When both of us are doing what we want to do We both lie to each other, don't care much for the truth But tell me something, tell me something Who's hurting who? Who's hurting who? (Tell me something) Who's hurting who? Who's hurting who? (Oh) You love to take the long way, I just cut straight through You tell me who I am, I tell you what to do Both of us are victims of each other's contradictions When our instincts meet, we can't break through Who's hurting who? Who's hurting who? (Tell me something) Who's hurting who? Who's hurting who, who? Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who? (Tell me something) Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who, who? You don't want to kneel To my demands and how I can make you feel This is how I make you feel And when I don't wanna know What you have to say, I just turn away and go I always turn away and go Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who? (Tell me something) Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who, who? Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who? (Who keeps hurting, tell me something) Who's hurting who? (You have to admit it while I'm hurting you) Who's hurting who? (Who keeps hurting, who keeps hurting who?)

Baby's born on the bathroom floor Her mother prays that it'll never cry But nothing's wrong, you've got your prom dress on When they ask you'll say "It isn't mine" You know they're gonna know you lied Why the hell don't you throw yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you out Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you Why the hell don't you throw yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down So keep the way you feel anonymous And hide it all until the day you die Your secret's safe, at least you thought it was But you can only keep it for a little while And now you're terrified Why the hell don't you throw yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you out Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you Why the hell don't you throw yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down Baby's born on the bathroom floor Her mother prays that it'll never cry But nothing's wrong, you've got your prom dress on When they ask you'll say "It isn't mine" And damn you for thinking we will never know And damn you for thinking we would never mind Only reason that you made it this far You never asked Him but you never tried Why the hell don't you throw yourself away Why the hell don't you blow yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you out Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you out Wash my hands of this You notice how God ain't even helping you Why the hell don't you blow yourself away You know they're gonna burn it down

When you find yourself In some far off place And it causes you To rethink some things You start to sense that slowly You're becoming someone else And then you find yourself When you make new friends In a brand-new town And you start to think About settling down The things that would have been lost on you Are now clear as a bell And you find yourself Yeah, that's when you find yourself Where you go through life So sure of where you're headin' And you wind up lost And it's the best thing that could have happened 'Cause sometimes when you lose your way It's really just as well Because you find yourself Yeah, that's when you find yourself When you meet the one That you've been waitin' for And she's everything That you want and more And you look at her and you finally start To live for someone else And then you find yourself Yeah, that's when you find yourself When we go through life So sure of where we're headin' And then we wind up lost And it's the best thing that could have happened 'Cause sometimes when you lose your way It's really just as well Because you find yourself Yeah, that's when you find yourself

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع