Polar Night - Jodie Marie

수많은 진실들과, 수많은 거짓들 사이 우리는 제대로 세상을 바라보는가 진실과 거짓의 차이 선동과 본질의 사이 내 이득은 무엇일까? 개 같은 세상에 개처럼 살 순 없기에 눈을 뜬 채로 현실을 봐 정의의 반대는 또 다른 정의 알잖아 세상엔 없거든 선의 팩트는 관심 없고 내 편이 아니면 죽여버리는 게 지금의 정의 좌와, 우, 흑과 백 짜여진 연극 끝에 (연극 끝에) 관객은 서로를 물어뜯으면서 피를 보네 (피를 보네) 총성이 없는 전쟁 물질 만능의 병폐 내 편이 아니면 다 적이 되어버리는 극단적 선택 정치적 올바름 또한 내 입맛대로 귀찮은 문제는 입 다문 채로 선택적 위선과 불편한 태도 오직 내 기분에 맞춰 버리는 해석 진실과 거짓도 입맛대로 시선은 진영에 갇힌 채로 선택적 위선과 불편한 태도 오직 내 기분에 맞춰버리는 해석 수많은 진실들과, 수많은 거짓들 사이 우리는 제대로 세상을 바라보는가 It is all dirty (나 또한 깨끗한가) It is all dirty (당신은 깨끗한가) 시커먼 질문들과, 무차별 비난들 사이 우리는 무엇을 위해서 싸우는가 It is all dirty (나 또한 깨끗한가) It is all dirty (당신은 깨끗한가) 피 묻은 혀로 정의들을 외치는 사이 숨죽인 이들은 비웃지 말이 너무 많은 시대에 입을 다물면 방관자라고 손가락질을 해대네 어디서 감히 봐봐봐, 익명 속에 가린 비겁한 자들이 행하는 살인 "가시 돋친 말은 다 널 위한 거고 이젠 해명을 하려고 하네 까짓 게 감히" 봐봐봐, 입 다무는 범인 당신들이 외쳐대던 값싼 정의는 피를 흘린 이들을 위한 게 아니잖아 제발, 마주하라고 이 불편한 선의 황색언론이 만드는 노이즈 누군가의 이득에 의한 초이스 우리끼리 치고받고 싸우는 게 무슨 의미 창끝은 위를 향하라고 정치적 올바름 또한 내 입맛대로 귀찮은 문제는 입 다문 채로 선택적 위선과 불편한 태도 오직 내 기분에 맞춰 버리는 해석 진실과 거짓도 입맛대로 불편한 진실엔 눈감은 채로 선택적 위선과 불편한 태도 오직 내 기분에 맞춰버리는 해석 수많은 진실들과, 수많은 거짓들 사이 우리는 제대로 세상을 바라보는가 It is all dirty (나 또한 깨끗한가) It is all dirty (당신은 깨끗한가) 시커먼 질문들과, 무차별 비난들 사이 우리는 무엇을 위해서 싸우는가 It is all dirty (나 또한 깨끗한가) It is all dirty (당신은 깨끗한가)

Darling, I loved you I long to become you And know What it is that you gave We dance the sorrow, forgive me tomorrow I pray night after night, day after day Would you watch my body weaken My mind drift away? Dear lover forsaken Our love is taken away Oh, you were my speaker, my innocence keeper I don't, night after night, day after day Would you watch my body weaken My mind drift away? Dear lover forgiven My love is driven by rage Oh, I should just leave you Instead I've deceived you but I don't Night after night, day after day Would you watch my body weaken My mind drift away? I count no one, hold nobody's ear I sold you my hand once and you hit me in fear I don't stand for the devil I don't whisper in ears I stand on the mountains and call people to hear The sudden bursts of light It's a fate foretold It is knowing It is knowing He longs for the answers as all of us must He longs for the woman who will conquer his lust He screams in the night, I scream in the day We weep in the evening and lie naked and pray Night after night, day after day Night after night, day after day Night after night, day after day Would you watch my body weaken My mind drift away? It's a tempting communion It's a fate foretold It is knowing It is knowing What it is that you're told?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker, shout out Jonas Brothers I learned more than I cared to discover Don't you know that I'm more than a come up? You act up and then act like it's nothin' Sold your soul, you stone cold, you a stunner Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Our love will never be another You're just a devil undercover Found you when you were in the gutter It was sweet until I was a sucker Rather be single for life Than be - with you I ain't rollin' the dice, no I ain't playin' to lose (no) Every time you left it was never right In another bed every single night Had it to a science, you were so precise See it in your eyes, saw you in the light Somehow, mami, I still want you Listen to me, don't drive away Kill me softly, your hold on me is Somethin' I can't explain I know you could never be my - It could never be like this I know, stop thinkin' you're in my plans Hunnid times you blew another chance I know you were gettin' down on the low Then runnin' back to me in the morning I know it could never be like this You could never be my - No, no Be my - It could never be like this It could never be like this It could never be like this

Something's got a hold of me lately No, I don't know myself anymore Feels like the walls are all closing in And the devil's knocking at my door, whoa Outta my mind, how many times Did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep From tearing the skin off my bones, don't you know I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you Yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want That real full moon black magic and it takes two Problematic, problem is When I'm with you I'm an addict And I need some release, my skin in your teeth Can't see the forest through the trees Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh I lose control When you're not next to me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not next to me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me, yeah I lose control When you're not here with me I'm falling apart right in front of you Can't you see? I lose control When you're not here with me Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me