Already Forgiven - Basia Bulat

You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons coming back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is everyone wants me dead (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years I've been taking medicine again (yeah, yeah) Henny, mix it with the Vicodin (yeah, yeah) All my suffering (yeah) Is really getting under my skin (yeah) Maybe I should try to pray again (yeah, yeah) Try to wash away my sins (yeah, yeah) I know that they not my friends (yeah, yeah) But I'm friends with the drugs again (yeah) Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause Shit's like a soap opera, straight downfalls Nightmares on the cellphone, late-night calls Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause No soap opera, straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons coming back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is everyone wants me dead (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons coming back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is everyone wants me dead (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years (yeah) Have you ever been so alone? (Yeah, yeah) That nobody's house feels like home (yeah, yeah) I've been running out of drugs and hope (yeah, yeah) I don't even got a plug no more (yeah, yeah) Have you ever been so alone? (Yeah, yeah) That you don't know what to feel no more? (Yeah, yeah) Ain't no reaching for the pills no more (yeah, yeah) One more and you're on the floor (yeah, yeah) I know that I didn't stand a chance (yeah, yeah, yeah) I don't think I'll ever live again (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm only here by popular demand (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm staying alive for the fans (yeah, yeah, yeah) Lost my heart, lost it all So much drama, hold the applause No soap opera, straight downfalls Listen to the nightmares call You can see the pain in my laugh (yeah, yeah) Demons coming back from the past (yeah, yeah) Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse (yeah, yeah) Voices in my head (yeah, yeah) All I can hear them say (yeah, yeah) Is everyone wants me dead (yeah, yeah) Bitch, I'm already dead (yeah, yeah) I've been dead for years (yeah, yeah) You can see the pain in my laugh (laugh) Demons coming back from the past (from the past) Feeling like I'm 'bout to relapse (relapse) Voices in my head (in my head) All I can hear them say (all I can hear them say) Is everyone wants me dead (is everyone wants me dead) Bitch, I'm already dead (bitch, I'm already dead) I've been dead for years (I've been dead for years)

We been talking for hours 'Bout how we shouldn't talk for hours on end Kissing after a conversation 'Bout how we'd probably be better off as friends Same time here next weekend Say, "We won't do this again" Make me fall where I stand Only like you can Yeah, I say, "I'm done," but I'm still confused How am I supposed to close the door when I still need the closure? And I change my mind, but it's still on you How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over? How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over? Selfishly don't wanna give you Time to be on someone else's lips But I'll take three short hours over three long weeks Pretending like we don't exist, hmm Same time here next weekend Say, "We won't do this again" Make me fall where I stand Only like you can Yeah, I say, "I'm done," but I'm still confused How am I supposed to close the door when I still need the closure? And I change my mind, but it's still on you How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over? How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over? After the aftermath, I know you'll be coming back To the back bedroom and it won't be the last Of the aftermath, I know you'll be coming back To the back bedroom and it won't be the last time I say, "I'm done," but I'm still confused How am I supposed to close the door when I still need the closure? And I change my mind, but it's still on you How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over? Yeah, I like my bed, but it likes you, too How am I supposed to leave you now that you're already over?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع