For Taylor - LIV

The drought was the very worst Ah-ah, ah-ah When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months and months of back and forth Ah-ah, ah-ah You're still all over me Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head as I lost the war And the sky turned black like a perfect storm The rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you I think I am finally clean There was nothing left to do Ah-ah, ah-ah When the butterflies turnеd to dust that covered my whole room So I punchеd a hole in the roof Ah-ah, ah-ah Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs I screamed so loud, but no one heard a thing Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you I think I am finally clean I think I am finally clean Ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Said I think I am finally clean Ah-ah-ah Ten months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it Ten months older, I won't give in Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it The drought was the very worst Ah-ah, ah-ah When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (Whoa) The rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you I think I am finally clean The rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you I think I am finally clean Finally clean Think I'm finally clean Ah-ah, ah-ah Think I'm finally clean

Hurry, hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry, hurry Hurry Keep your eyes all on this fatty If you like what you see take your hands and grab it Hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry Late night get like all this real magic Ride it automatic till the sun come up, ooh Early, early, early, early Bad Trinidadian, need to let daddy in If I need to spend some cash Fuck it, then, I'm zaddy, then She in love with a man she can't be with But she know that pussy gon' leave him seasick Every time she round, she get treat like the sidekick Until that side chick went and got some side dick Sun-kissed princess, gold toe ring Smacker lip gloss, backside swole thing Keep your eyes all on this fatty If you like what you see take your hands and grab it Hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry Late night get like all this real magic Ride it automatic till the sun come up, ooh Early, early, early, early I don't know no patience, ain't got no more time to waste Serious need that one or two or three more times after foreplay Rocket-rocket-rocket-rocket ship blast like it's Jimmy Neutron Told him fuck me good with them Jimmy Choo's on I can't wait till you're all on me, yeah (Yer-yer-yer-yerhhh) You know I love it, love it, love it, love it (uuhh, uuhh) Keep your eyes all on this fatty (uuhh) If you like what you see take your hands and grab it Hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry Late night get like all this real magic Ride it automatic till the sun come up, ooh Early, early, early, early Keep your eyes all on this fatty If you like what you see take your hands and grab it Hurry, hurry Hurry, hurry Late night get like all this real magic Ride it automatic till the sun come up, ooh Early, early Early, early No fade outs

I remember your bare feet down the hallway I remember your little laugh Race cars on the kitchen floor, plastic dinosaurs I love you to the moon and back I remember your blue eyes looking into mine Like we had our own secret club I remember you dancing before bed time Then jumpin' on me, wakin' me up I can still feel you hold my hand, little man And even the moment I knew You fought it hard like an army guy Remember I leaned in and whispered to you Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best four years I remember the drive home When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?" Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say About a beautiful boy who died And it's about to be Halloween You could be anything you wanted if you were still here I remember the last day when I kissed your face And whispered in your ear Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here Out of this curtained room in this hospital grey, we'll just disappear Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best four years What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you? What if I kept the hand-me-downs you won't grow into? And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through? What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you? Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here Come on baby with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best four years I remember your bare feet down the hallway I love you to the moon and back

Long handwritten note, deep in your pocket Words, how little they mean, when you're a little too late I stood right by the tracks, your face in a locket Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long they will wait We had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair In dreams, I meet you in warm conversation We both wake in lonely beds, different cities And time is taking its sweet time erasing you And you've got your demons And darling, they all look like me 'Cause we had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair Distance, timing, breakdown, fighting Silence, the train runs off its tracks Kiss me, try to fix it, could you just try to listen? Hang up, give up, and for the life of us, we can't get back A beautiful magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic, beautiful, tragic, beautiful What we had, a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic, love affair We had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour