Pain Near Death, Pt. 2 (feat. Sweden Laundry) - MC MONG

I never cared about the money, never really needed fame You think it would've changed me but I've always been the same My label tried to sue me, TMZ tried to screw me Blabbermouth can fuckin' suck it 'cause they never fuckin' knew me Everybody seems like they're waiting for me to die Talk shit behind my back, can't look me in the eye They say I'm overrated, that I should've already faded Gave a shit about it all because I love to be so hated All in all it's a good life I got what I want, I can't complain (I can't complain) I'm living the good life A toast to you now, it's all champagne (it's all sham pain) I barely get to eat and when I finally get to sleep I get drug out of bed for another meet and greet I shake the hand of every fan, put on a happy face Spread so fuckin' thin, I'm all over the place I hate riding on the bus, I hate flying in the planes Sedate myself just to kill the pain I have no life, forgot the hope The whole thing's turned into one big joke All in all it's a good life I got what I want, I can't complain (I can't complain) I'm living the good life A toast to you now, it's all champagne (it's all sham pain) I mean no disrespect but I ain't picking up the check Taking selfies on your phone while you're breathing down my neck It's getting pretty fuckin' old and I'm almost nearly done I'm glad that you were happy, here's another number 1 I'm living the good life, a toast to you now, it's all champagne All in all it's a good life I got what I want, I can't complain (I can't complain) I'm living the good life A toast to you now, it's all champagne (it's all sham pain)

The future's under fire The past is gaining ground A continuous cold war between My home and my hometown I was destined to die dreaming When one day, my best friend With passion and pure provocation Summoned me and said "You can't condemn your love To linger here and die Can't leave your dreams to chance Or to a spirit in the sky May your heart always be ardent Your conscience always clear And succumb to the city and surrender, baby I'll be waiting here" And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) So I left my home And all I had I used to be good but now I'm bad It was last call at my local And I stalled saying goodbye So the girl behind the bar came over And she took me aside She kissed me like a chorus, said "Give 'em hell for us The last drink of the night, last night in town Baby, this one is on the house" And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) So I left my home And all I had I used to be good but now I'm bad It was bedlam in my bed that night And like a silent scream My body broke out in a sweat From seeing you in dreams You called out to me I sang back to you And all I remember was the sound of it being Like all hell breaking loose And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) And it got me all fired up To go far away And make some music from the sound of my singing, baby (Oh oh, oh oh) So I left my home And all I had I used to be good but now I'm bad

Night the days are waxing bleak December ice forms on the boughs A branch that severs a sole last leaf Light dwindles into a fall The brines abiding ebb and flow Pulsating rhythm of the sea Alternating tides move seamlessly As ocean storms draw near Clutches of winter Ushering death and awakening again The grasp of time Overthrowing inequity and harmony Crude are the gods of man Civilizations raised in their name For whom has blood been shed Just to be awashed in eternity Generations lost in toil The futility of conquests and triumph Implanted monoliths Bearing new laws from superior life Gone be the memories Progress demands sacrifice On through a whirl of stars Where gravity swallows all signs of life To Jupiter and beyond, beyond infinity On and on through space and time To unknown stellar domains To Jupiter and beyond, beyond infinity On and on through space and time To unknown stellar domains To Jupiter and beyond, beyond infinity On and on through space and time To unknown stellar domains

Get up (ooh) Get up (ah) Get up (ah) Get up (mmm, mmm, mmm) Get up (woo, uh) (Yeah) Long as my heart beatin' and I'm breathin' air I fight for me, what a sight, anytime, anywhere And I will never back down from it (from it) That's not comin', I just attack from the front And don't ask questions or nothin', do you hear? Yeah Yeah (woo) Oh no, I can't stop now (stop now) I gave it my all and it still ain't enough (still ain't enough) Everybody gettin' knocked down (knocked down) The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up (Yeah, yeah, yeah, ah) get up there, get up now Get up there, get up The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up Get up Get up The only thing that matters is what you gon do when you get up (Mmm, mmm, mmm) Get up Long as I got somethin' that I'm fightin' for Even if you don't believe you won't see me stayin' down on the floor 'Cause I will never back down to it (to it) That sounds stupid, you better act like you know it Don't ask if I'ma do it, I'm here Ain't I? Yeah, oh no Oh no, I can't stop now (stop now) I gave it my all and it still ain't enough (still ain't enough) Everybody gettin' knocked down (knocked down) The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up (Yeah, ah) Get up there, get up now Get up there, get up The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up Get up Get up The only thing that matters is what you gon' do when you get up (Mmm, mmm, mmm) Get up

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

Same back roads, switching lanes My mind is racing, I can drive myself insane Winter's cold and summer's strange Don't turn around and act like you don't feel the same Oh, oh We both know, say it again, say it again Like oh, oh It's time to let go When you go out in the night, you're under the lights Oh, I hoped you'd find somebody, hoped you'd find Somebody to ride, somebody to die Oh, I hoped you'd find somebody, I hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Came to terms, things have changed My heart can sense it, I don't need you to explain Pull the cord, split the chain There's so much damage going through the motions makes Oh, oh We both know, say it again, say it again Like oh, oh It's time to let go When you go out in the nights, you're under the lights Oh, I hoped you'd find somebody, hoped you'd find Somebody to ride, somebody to die Oh, I hoped you'd find somebody, I hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me Hope you know that somebody ain't me

Light up, don't know how I did it right from the beginning, my head's kinda spinning Light up, I wont be forgiven, my life is forbidden, they say it's a miracle Sometimes I don't even know if I'm wrong or right I try to drown the sorrow that surfaces every night I'm moving at a speed that makes everybody look slow What happens if I let it go But There ain't no way you're pulling me down I recharge to speakers and sound It's okay, it isn't your fault Everything is alright Take me to the place I know Anywhere that feels like home Somewhere that if I let go Someone's gonna catch my soul Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Here we go! Show me love, Sometimes when you give you don't always get it That's all that you wanted Angels, Watch like television God over my mission, So I gotta finish up Sometimes I don't even know if I'm wrong or right I try to drown my sorrow that surfaces every night I'm moving at a speed that makes everybody looks slow What happens if I let it go But There ain't no way you're pulling me down I recharge to speakers and sound It's okay, it isn't your fault Everything is alright Take me to the place I know Anywhere that feels like home Somewhere that if I let go Someone's gonna catch my soul Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Here we go! Vampires, and beast. Lick tears from my cheeks I wont hide, behind tweets And smiles for life Take me to the place I know Anywhere that feels like home Somewhere that if I let go Someone's gonna catch my soul Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Magnetic (I've never lived life, as steady as we go) Here we go! (The sky is the limit as long as it feels good) Here we go!