Re Pak Kar - Milad Gholami

Sevdim Sevdikçe acıyan Acıdıkça dağılan Dağıldıkça kaybolan ben Düştüm Düştükçe kırılan Kırıldıkça çoğalan Kendine saplanan ben Niye yağmur hep, niye sonbahar? Korkutur beni kör karanlıklardan Daha yalnız, daha kırgın Daha küskün bir ben Niye sessiz hep, niye suskun? Eskisinden de daha yorgun Bu sokaklar boyu adım adım Yokluğun ve ben Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında Eriyor yüreğim, üşüyor ellerim Bırak gideyim, yalnız öleyim Yalnız yanıp hep yalnız söneyim Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında Eriyor yüreğim, üşüyor ellerim Bırak gideyim, yalnız öleyim Yalnız yanıp hep yalnız söneyim Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında Eriyor yüreğim, üşüyor ellerim Bırak gideyim, yalnız öleyim Yalnız yanıp hep yalnız söneyim Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında Eriyor yüreğim, üşüyor ellerim Bırak gideyim, yalnız öleyim Yalnız yanıp hep yalnız söneyim Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında Eriyor yüreğim, üşüyor ellerim Bırak gideyim, yalnız öleyim Yalnız yanıp hep yalnız söneyim Bir kar tanesi gibi karşında

Decisions made from desperation No way to go Internal instincts craving isolation For me to grow My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I, I just needed to realign Fell in a river of illusion And apathy Drowning in a self-induced confusion I'd rather be, yeah My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I, I just needed to realign My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I, I just needed to realign, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I, I just needed to realign My fears come alive In this place where I once died Demons dreaming Knowing I, I just needed to realign, yeah

J'suis vers Houston J'suis vers Houston Ta gueule Dgeogo J'suis vers Houston la lune elle est pleine Et j'vais rester, j'annulerai le plan Vu qu'j'suis trop stone et qu'j'ai rien à perdre Prends ma veste et regarde dans la poche droite Y'a un p'tit mot pour te dire "accroche toi" Comme un gosse moi j'voulais être une rockstar J'ai tout perdu j'ai même plus mon holster Et j'suis pas l'diable mais ils me détestent Quand j'suis parti j'ai gardé l'adresse Faut pas leur dire j'ai laissé des traces J'ai qu'un seul amour et elle veut pas d'moi J'arrive dans la nuit masqué comme Batman J'affronte mes ennemis jusqu'à les battre (hey) Mais, j'ai vu qu'c'était elle j'suis tombé bêtement Ça va pas toi tu croyais en moi T'as un grand cœur pour garder le mal Elle a pas le droit de m'attacher les mains Sans ton accord j'ai ridé la night Et même si t'as peur quand j'ride J'te promets que j'appelle quand j'rentre Ça finit jamais bien quand j'rêve Ça ressemble à mes pires cauchemars Et même si t'as peur quand j'ride J'te promets que j'appelle quand j'rentre Ça finit jamais bien quand j'rêve Ça ressemble à mes pires cauchemars J'suis défoncé comme d'hab (hey) J'suis défoncé comme d'hab (ok) Si faut gagner de l'argent on fait d'la pop Y'a Telam Vince et Dgeogo sur le tec' Le daron n'écoutera jamais d'la trap Donc sur les dernières mesures j'pars en techno La roue va tournée j'attends ça fait longtemps J'fume le dernier autour ça fume autant Tu disais que la douleur c'est pas dans l'mental Ok là j'allume un feu je vais te montrer C'est vrai que j'ai jamais suivi tes conseils J'suis parti de la maison quand j'avais 15 ans T'as dû racheter les meubles j'avais tout cassé Regarde moi aujourd'hui là j'ai le cœur sombre Préviens Mamie qu'on va faire un concert J'ai prédit l'avenir faut que j'fasse attention J'ai perdu des amis et j'en suis conscient Mais fallait qu'je taffe j'suis parti solo Et même si t'as peur quand j'ride J'te promets que j'appelle quand j'rentre Ça finit jamais bien quand j'rêve Ça ressemble à mes pires cauchemars Et même si t'as peur quand j'ride J'te promets que j'appelle quand j'rentre Ça finit jamais bien quand j'rêve J'ai perdu la tête j'arrive plus à la remettre en place J'veux pas mettre le temps en pause J'aime bien rapper j'ai les bases J'tafferai jamais à la Poste T'inquiète pas j'ai fait des plans et je m'en rappelle Je connais la route et les raz de marée mais Comment séparer le roi de la reine et Faire en sorte qu'il ne puisse rien m'arriver Il reste peu de temps avant la fin Avant que je m'en aille Mais si je tombe avant la fin est-ce que mon meilleur pote sera là J'en ai marre de voir des filles qui servent à rien Marre de voir mon amour s'éloigner

This my excavation and today is kumran Everything that happens is from now on This is pouring rain This is paralyzed I keep throwing it down two-hundred at a time It's hard to find it when you knew it When your money's gone And you're drunk as hell On your back with your racks as the stacks are your load In the back and the racks and the stacks of your load In the back with your racks and you're un-stacking your load Well I've been twisting to the sun and the moon I needed to replace The fountain in the front yard is rusted out All my love was down In a frozen ground There's a black crow sitting across from me His wiry legs are crossed He is dangling my keys, he even fakes a toss Whatever could it be That has brought me to this loss? On your back with your racks as the stacks are your load In the back and the racks and the stacks of your load In the back with your racks and you're un-stacking your load This is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization It's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away Your love will be Safe with me

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true