So Cold - Breaking Benjamin

Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own It's so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home I know some things may never change But im lookin out for the better days I drink sometimes just to hide the pain But i swear im tryna change my ways But the rain enough to wash away all the hurtful things ive had to say But bay i am tryna stay your way but my problems are just soo much to tame Sometimes i freak cuz i think too much i get in the mood and i dont care enough But dont think i ever lost my love cuz maybe just in a rutt Or maybe ill just Never be enough its hard to say its crazy tough Blowing up my mind but im thinkin maybe im not meant to love My friends they always say yo tweak wheres the others? Get your head out of that studio and go visit your mother Maybe tell her why youve always been so mean to your little brother Hey tweak why dont you ever even give a call to your sister She used to be your favorite person now a personal heart killer Man i just dont know what couldve happened to your head Went from sleepin all night peaceful to a gun right by your bed Paranoia got you all confused and you were sober why your eyes so red? Oh, you can't hear me cry See my dreams all die From where you're standing On your own It's so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home One time i was a depressed kid growing up without my father Yeah i was a trouble maker but a lonely little toddler Big thank you to my mother cuz id be stuck out in that gudder Id still be locked up in a cell just tryna fix my studder Biological father Ive messaged you on facebook and it took you 2 years to acknowledge it I guess you better stay put You hear that baby screaming yeah thats me i was 2 U know im 23 now nope you prolly have no clue I was bullied every day and no one cared what i had to say That school never woulda noticed if i woulda died in that hallway Smoking when i was 14 i was poppin by the 9th grade I been cheated on and heartbroken had jobs and i never even got paid I been to white pine and i been to every local therapist ive been on every med man they all thought that i was helpless No idea how i ever made it out if reality they wondered how i graduated in the state of my mentality Oh, you can't hear me cry (They said i wouldnt do it) See my dreams all die (Why dont yall look at me now) From where you're standing (thought you said that id be stuck) On your own It's so quiet here And I feel so cold This house no longer Feels like home Uhuhh Uhuhh Uhuhh

네 목소리가 들리면 그땐 내 숨소리가 가빠져 그래 꽤나 오랜 시간을 나조차도 모르게 너는 날 물들여 갔나봐 어느새부터 일까 나의 시간은 너를 따라다녔고 아직 오지도 않은 너 없는 날이 벌써 부터 겁이 나 거짓말같이 너에게 다정해지는 나를 보며 넌 뭐가 있는 걸까? 왜 자꾸 나는 너를 따라 변할까 You take my breath away My everything 더 많이 많이 사랑한 쪽이 더 아프대 널 많이 많이 바라본 내가 아픈가봐 You're so cold and you're so hurtful 그래도 나는 왜일까 널 놓지 못한다 어디서부터일까 나의 마음 길이 언제부터 이렇게 네게 놓여졌나 눈을 뜨지도 않은 시간도 자꾸 생각나 미칠것 같은 사랑도 너와 함께면 할 것 같아 네가 없으면 겁나 이제는 아파 숨이라도 멈출 듯 You take my breath away My everything 더 많이 많이 사랑한 쪽이 더 아프대 널 많이 많이 바라본 내가 아픈가봐 You're so cold and you're so hurtful 그래도 나는 왜일까 널 놓지 못한다 결말이 차갑다면 읽지도 않겠지 그 누가 슬픈 얘길 들으며 웃겠니 근데 이상하게도 난 자꾸 널 펴고 한 장 한 장 어느새 빠져 읽고 있어 그렇게 어느새 숨이 멎을 듯 울고 있었어 (어느새 숨이 멎을 듯 난 흐느꼈어, 아득하게 슬픈 얘기가 뻔한데도) 이젠 덮을 수 없는 너니까 (이젠 덮을 수 없는 책이 돼버렸어, 이젠 놓은 수 없는 네가 돼버렸어) 더 많이 많이 사랑한 쪽이 더 아프대 널 많이 많이 바라본 내가 아픈가봐 You're so cold and you're so hurtful 그래도 나는 왜일까 널 놓지 못한다 (네 목소리가 들리면) (내 숨소리가 가빠져 그래)

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع