SAD! - XXXTENTACION

Mm-mm, yeah Mm-mm In the dead of the night I have these dreams What'll happen to me? Will I burn out? Have I been wrong? What does it mean? All these things, can't understand why? Say something's wrong with me and I'm By myself alone driving, I go Full moon as it glows, I search for truth Tryna be brand new, yeah, I will try No, I won't do but through these screams Fighting and bleed, blood in my eye And I'll be (another broken soul) God save me (yeah) Yeah, baby, see I'm back in my zone Just what I need, mama (yeah) Nigga been in hell, the same ol' On a mission and I'm gonna fly high (high) This for the sad people who keep the blunt burning me Off on a journey, you learn me Close call, life on the edge Ah, when the time comes, I'll find peace Still in search of, nights, I'm sittin' wishin' I can find love in me Lettin' go, ooh, this ain't livin' I swim in pain Never drown, keep my head up above the waves (get it, get it) Tired of runnin', I won't run from fate Late night, ooh, this is when I come alive, when the dreams made Take me, ooh, just don't leave, babe Come on, woah (don't say goodnight) Scars on my heart, woah (ah, ah, ah, yeah) Yeah, baby, see I'm back in my zone Just what I need, mama (yeah) Nigga been in hell, the same ol' On a mission and I'm gonna fly high (high) This for the sad people who keep the blunt burning me Off on a journey, you learn me

Long handwritten note, deep in your pocket Words, how little they mean when you're a little too late I stood right by the tracks, your face in a locket Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long they will wait We had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair In dreams, I meet you in warm conversation We both wake in lonely beds, different cities And time is taking its sweet time erasing you And you've got your demons and, darling, they all look like me 'Cause we had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair Distance, timing, breakdown, fighting Silence, the train runs off its tracks Kiss me, try to fix it Could you just try to listen? Hang up, give up, and for the life of us We can't get back A beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic, beautiful, tragic, beautiful What we had, a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair We had a beautiful, magic love there What a sad, beautiful, tragic love affair

I'm holding back right now 'Cause I'm numb to what's around I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to grey, and I'm blacking out the shades for now Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing Let me be sad, let me be sad Can you see it in my eyes I've been distant? 'Cause I can't tell if it's the end or the beginning I know I haven't been myself, I'll admit it And I put up walls, so if I burned any bridges, just know I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it But knowing me, I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious Feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back Before life changed, it was so fast That time is gone, and I know that So please Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing Let me be sad, let me be sad, oh I'm doing everything I can to try and fix it But knowing me, I'll probably miss it These voices get so vicious Feels like I'm ripping stitches I wish some days I could go back Before life changed, it was so fast That time is gone, and I know that All that we have is a moment, so please Let me be sad even for a little while, just a chance to catch my breath Let me be sad even for a little while 'cause it's all that I have left When all I see are the memories, I don't wanna lose a thing Let me be sad, let me be sad Let me be sad Let me be sad I miss the life I used to have with you right here Now everything has turned to grey, and I'm blacking out the shades for now

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true