Used - Jess Moskaluke

That old phone of mine, 2: 39, AM When I got the call Half asleep Thought it was a dream, But it wasn't afterall That old dog of yours Sitting on the porch Waits for you to come home Little does he know That you won't Be walking through that door I just leave him alone 'Cause lettin' go don't come that easily Most of the time, I can get by It's just a little hard on me But I'm gettin' used to that old truck of yours, Sittin' out in the drive I'm gettin' used to you not bein' there At church on Sunday night I'm gettin' used to the radio playin' Without you singin' along But I'll never get used to you bein' gone That old rocking chair Sitting over there It don't rock no more And that old six string Ain't played a thing Been a while since it's hummed a chord I just leave 'em alone cause lettin' go Don't come that easily Most of the time I can get by, it's just a little hard on me But I'm gettin' used to that old truck of yours, Sittin' out in the drive I'm gettin' used to you not bein' there At church on Sunday night I'm gettin' used to the radio playin' Without you singin' along But I'll never get used to you bein' gone There's a lot of things in this whole world I can stand But when it comes to losin' you I just can't... Yeah, but I'm gettin' used to that old truck of yours, Sittin' out in the drive I'm gettin' used to you not bein' there At church on Sunday night I'm gettin' used to the radio playin' Without you singin' along But I'll never get used to No, I'll never used to you bein' gone Yeah, bein' gone I'm never gettin' used to you bein' gone

Zaytoven Mexicano, working like I'm Mexicano New persona, we're moving on from Ferragamo (I'm moving on) Get the llama, I party with the real Madonna (yeah) Beat the odds, do numbers and remain humble (Future) Drop top Porsches, I'm so used to this Smoking out the pound, I'm so used to this I know where I'm from and I got used to this Mansion in the hills, I got used to this Shake your booty bitches, I got used to this There's Iceland in my wrist, I done got used to this Tropicana bitches, I got all kinda flavors Selling dope all my life, I can't do minimum wage (nah) Dirty-dirty muddy, I got used to this (gang) I give you my heart till there ain't nothing to give (Future) You know I fuck with Game if you know where we been (Freebandz) How many niggas you know can just hop in the Benz? Be honest to yourself, don't you ever pretend (tell 'em) Don't ever play yourself, know when it all begins (you know) I had to put my back against the wall (and what?) Tell me that I don't deserve to ball Mexicano, working like I'm Mexicano New persona, we're moving off of Ferragamo Get the llama, I party with the real Madonna Beat the odds, do numbers and remain humble Drop top Porsches, I'm so used to this Smoking out the pound, I'm so used to this (uh) I know where I'm from and I got used to this (Lil Mexico) Mansion in the hills, I got used to this Lambo come alive man, I'm used to this No one looks surprised cause we used to this I'ma make sure that we get used to this Treat my brother's kids like they one of my kids Never looking back on it, we did what we did Could never find the time for the people I miss Thought they had my back against the wall Tell me that I don't deserve to ball Well then tell me who deserve it Eyes getting low but I'm still observing I see you lurking Never see me out in person I'm always working Money on your head if you make a nigga nervous Never made a move out here unless I was certain Tatted on me, but this shit is deeper than the surface I'm with everyone that I was here with in the first place Making sure that they all good before they close the curtain Mexicano, working like I'm Mexicano (skrt) New persona, we're moving off of Ferragamo Get the llama, I party with the real Madonna Beat the odds, do numbers and remain humble (Future) Drop top Porsches, I'm so used to this Smoking out the pound, I'm so used to this (smoke) I know where I'm from and I got used to this (ay) Mansion in the hills, I got used to this (Future) Ohh-oh, ohh-ohhh

Oh, oh, oh It don't hurt as bad as it used to Yeah, I like that Freestyle to it It don't hurt as bad as it used to I admit girl, yeah, I just used you I admit this not what I'm used to I turn up, and I'd never abuse you Oh, my last girl left me cold Frozen in the snow She already knows It's hard for me to let go I been drinkin' and drivin' and survivin' Taking my sorrow and burying me alive in it Wear your best dress, girl, 'cause you gon' die in it Bet you regret the day that you lied in it Crashed the car again, goddamn I break my heart again, goddamn I don't have no friends, goddamn I'm a loner 'til the end, goddamn Crashed the car again, goddamn I break my heart again, goddamn I don't have no friends, goddamn I'm a loner 'til the end, goddamn It don't hurt as bad as it used to I admit girl, yeah, I just used you I admit this not what I'm used to I turn up, but I'd never abuse you Oh, my last girl left me cold Frozen in the snow She already knows It's hard for me to let go I been drinkin' and drivin' and survivin' Taking my sorrow and burying me alive in it Wear your best dress girl, cause you gon' die in it Bet you regret the day that you lied in it Crashed the car again, goddamn I break my heart again, goddamn I don't have no friends, goddamn I'm a loner 'til the end, goddamn Crashed the car again, goddamn I break my heart again, goddamn I don't have no friends, goddamn I'm a loner 'til the end, goddamn It don't hurt as bad as it used to I admit girl, yeah, I just used you I admit this not what I'm used to I turn up, and I'd never abuse you Oh, my last girl left me cold Frozen in the snow She already knows It's hard for me to let go

I try to hit the brakes when I think of better days But I don't have the willpower And I wish that I could change the way you think of me Why'd our love have to go sour? 'Cause letting you go has been takin' its toll And I ain't getting any stronger No good at goodbyes, feel lonely tonight And I can't take it any longer Oh, won't you hold me like you used to? You're no good for me, but part of me's still into you Oh, when you hold me, there's nothing left to lose 'Cause there's a part of me that loves you like I used to do Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Wish I could drown the parts you burned inside my heart But puttin' out a fire ain't easy And I've tried to heal my space, forget and walk away I've tried my hardest, believe me 'Cause letting you go has been takin' its toll And I ain't getting any stronger No good at goodbyes, feel lonely tonight And I can't take it any longer Oh, won't you hold me like you used to? You're no good for me, but part of me's still into you Oh, when you hold me, there's nothing left to lose 'Cause there's a part of me that loves you like I used to do Don't need to lust forever, don't mean we're back together Just wanna feel like Heaven one more time So hold me, there's nothing left to lose 'Cause there's a part of me that loves you like I used to do Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum So won't you hold me like you used to? You're no good for me, but part of me's still into you Oh, when you hold me, there's nothing left to lose 'Cause there's a part of me that loves you like I used to do Don't need to lust forever, don't mean we're back together Just wanna feel like Heaven one more time So hold me, there's nothing left to lose 'Cause there's a part of me that loves you like I used to do Love you like I- da-rum-dum-dum, rum-dum-dum

I was honest for the second time I guess that wasn't really what you had in mind Said that you could like me if you wanted to Then followed me around until I talked to you And could you tell that you were scaring me Called me crying, said you thought you were in love with me Cut my hair enough that I won't look the same Maybe it gets easier in seventh grade I'd already had enough then I already gave an answer and still it wouldn't end You didn't care what I said Guess it was just another rule that you could bend We used to be friends Even at my best I'm still just small to you Dragged me halfway down the hall 'cause it was easy to What a funny feeling when you're pushed around You don't even know you're falling till you're on the ground I'd already had enough then I already swore to be a person I'd defend Carry me to the deep end What could be worse than having nothing to depend on? We used to be friends You were just waiting on a call I never cared for it at all You were so hopelessly dissolved I never wanted you to take the fall Take the fall

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way