Bottom of the Pit (feat. Sam Haft) - The Living Tombstone

So things look bad and your back's against the wall Your whole existence seems fucking hopeless You're feeling filthy as a dive bar bathroom stall Can't face the world sober and dopeless You've lost your way You think your life is wrecked Well, let me just say you're correct (wait, what?) You're a loser, baby A loser, goddamn baby You're a fucked-up little whiny bitch (hey) You're a loser just like me (thanks, asshole) You're a screw-is-loose loser and only one-star reviews You're a power bottom at rock bottom But you got company (this supposed to make me feel better?) There was a time I thought that no one could relate To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged But letting walls down, it can sometimes set you straight We're all living in the same shit sandwich I sold my soul to a psychopathic freak Ha ha! And you think that makes you unique? Get out of here, man We're both losers, baby, we're losers It's okay to be a (coked-up dick-sucking hoe) Maybe that's fine by me I'm a loser, honey A schmoozer and a dummy But at least I know I'm not alone (you're a loser just like me) I got an appetite for gambling I got an appetite for sampling Every drug and sex toy I can find Go ahead, baby, sing that song Come on I got no holes left to deflower I sold my soul to save my power Now I'm on that demon's leash I'm trapped and it gets worse with every hour You're a loser, baby A loser, but just maybe if we eat shit together Things will end up differently It's time to lose yourself Loathe and excuse yourself Let hope in, baby Play your card, be who you are A loser just like me

The berth surrounding my body, crushing every bit of bone The salt, it seeps in through the pores of my open skin I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady The sweet surrender of silence forces me to live alone Locked and loaded, where the hell is peace of mind? I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue sea I wait on you inside the bottom of the deep blue Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady The bottom of the deep blue sea The bottom of the deep blue sea Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady Welcome to my cage, little lover Attempt to rearrange with you, baby Still don't know your name, miss honey Let's go up in flames, pretty lady

Deep in the pit and lying alone Where death has reared itself a throne We're all the good, the bad The worst and the best And where they land is their eternal rest Foul plays of passion At twilight's dim In joy of woe of good and sin Winds of storm and fates overcast Darkly my presence is now your past Join the insanity Or die as you fall Into the pit The mass production And the killing of all Into the pit The future screams for help Are fading away Into the pit The world tomorrow Will it die for today? Into the pit So in the sad, silent watches of night The lonely pathway envisions my sight Echoes of laughter And boundless cries So here I wander under infinite skies Join the insanity Or die as you fall Into the pit The mass production And the killing of all Into the pit The future screams for help Are fading away Into the pit The world tomorrow Will it die for today? Into the pit

We dug these holes we crawled into Now they're my home Now here I cannot feel the wind Can't feel the rain or cold And I believe in gentle harmony Oh, how I loathe all this obscenity Is this the way my life has got to feel? Have I a single opportunity? Look at me, oh, look at me, is this the way I'll always be? Oh no, oh no Now I think that somebody will swiftly come and kidnap me Oh no, oh no And everyday I lie awake and pray to God today's the day Oh no, oh no Here I am, oh, here I am, oh, when will someone understand? Oh no, oh no And all at once I feel this Oh, how it clings to me It reels and calls me towards some Confounding destiny And I can feel the madness, inch by inch The more I run, the more I am convinced A color all these like the branches glimpse Just like we settle in the foggy mist Look at me, oh, look at me, is this the way I'll always be? Oh no, oh no Now I think that somebody will swiftly come and kidnap me Oh no, oh no And everyday I lie awake and pray to God today's the day Oh no, oh no Here I am, oh, here I am, oh, when will someone understand? Oh no, oh no Look at me, oh, look at me, is this the way I'll always be? Oh no, oh no Now I think that somebody will swiftly come and kidnap me Oh no, oh no And everyday I lie awake and pray to God today's the day Oh no, oh no Here I am, oh, here I am, oh, when will someone understand? Oh no, oh no

I regret that I told the world That you were with me And I regret how I showed the world That you were pretty I never thought I'd learn so much So much from being lonely But I guess I didn't learn enough 'Cause now you won't hold me I guess I got lost in the moment I guess I got lost in the fall I guess I got lost in your heartbeat In the thrill of it all And I guess you were goddamn perfect 'Cause every single time you call I remind myself of what I lost that night, my love In the thrill of it all In the thrill of it all Even though we weren't in love It was far from lust Mmm, yeah, you were beautiful But in you, I could trust Others, they warned my heart They said I would lose fast They said that you were stompin' ground And soon to be my past I guess I got lost in the moment I guess I got lost in the fall I guess I got lost in your heartbeat In the thrill of it all And I guess you were goddamn perfect 'Cause every single time you call I remind myself of what I lost that night, my love In the thrill of it all, oh In the thrill of it all And I guess you were goddamn perfect 'Cause every single time you call I remind myself of what I lost that night, my love I remind myself of what I lost that night, my love I remind myself of what I lost that night, my love In the thrill of it all

Waiter send this to the table, the party of one The only other lonely soul in this place And so you're finishing up your coffee But then where you're gonna run? Where'd you get that look on your face? You should always let the sun go down on your anger And let it burn you to sleep Bring it closer to danger To surrender and retreat Sing your sad soul to sleep I loved you the first time I saw you And you know I love you still And I am tired but I am yours Don't even think about your freedom Or taking that flight Or going back upon your promise after fighting for the right Because your eggshells and your "I" statements And your weaponized words Are paper tigers now Oh, your constant overthinking and your secretive drinking Are making you more and more alone And girl, you can slam the door behind you It ain't ever gonna close Because when you're home, you're already home I am tired, I am tired, tired I loved you the first time I saw you And you know I love you still I loved you the first time I saw you And you know I love you still I don't wanna be right anymore Lord, I don't wanna fight anymore I'm not taking your side anymore Oh, I am tired I am not my own And I am leaving And I'm coming home 'Cause I am yours, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours I am yours, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours, I am yours

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع