Mixed Signals - Ruth B.

날 가만 못 두지 막 시끄럽게 울린 알림음 고요하길 바란 세상이 All day long, all day long 요동쳐 다시 (요동쳐 다시) 자극적인 가십 주인공이 돼 난 I don't understand, don't understand 뜨거워, 불붙은 디엠 지겨워 이런 유명세 잊어줘 조용하게 (oh) 근데 이게 다 뭐야? 말이 돼 말이야 날 향한 갈증들 문득 눈을 떠보니 화제의 중심 Mixed up 시작됐어 또 세상이 별안간 뒤집혔어 발칵 Mixed up, 쟤가 걔냐고 내 얘기만 해 다, 그래, 나라고 나도 모르게 주인공이 된 가십, 가십, oh Mixed up, 날 내버려 둬 하루 종일 mixed up, mixed up, oh-oh 한바탕 또 몰아쳐, 시끄러운 태풍 속 나 혼자만 고요할 뿐 의미 없는 단어에 불이 붙어 번져가 걷잡을 수 없어져 (없어 더) 내 맘대로 안돼 이미 out of control I don't understand, don't understand 가만히 있어도 내게 질문이 이어져 마치 끝이란 없어 보여 한쪽으로만 돌던 일상은 없어 별안간 뒤집혀 (모든 게 뒤집혀) 경계를 침범해왔지 어쩌면 destiny (I won't stop) Mixed up 시작됐어 또 세상이 별안간 뒤집혔어 발칵 Mixed up, 쟤가 걔냐고 내 얘기만 해 다, 그래, 나라고 나도 모르게 주인공이 된 가십, 가십, oh Mixed up, 날 내버려 둬 하루 종일 mixed up, mixed up 어지러, 어지러워 숨겨도 시끄러, 시끄러워 (아무리 숨어도) 언제나 화제의 중심에 서 있는 나 별안간 이 세상 가 특별한 인간 (숨만 쉬어도 난) 어지러, 어지러워 감춰도 시끄러, 시끄러워 (전부 다 내 탓이야) 다시 또 화제의 중심에 서 있는 나 그래, 난 이 세상 가장 특별한 인간 Mixed up, 즐겨볼 게 또 세상을 별안간 뒤집어놔 발칵 Mixed up, 쟤가 걔냐고 보여줄게, 잘 봐, 이게 나라고 나도 모르게 주인공이 된 가십, 가십, oh Mixed up, 날 내버려 둬 하루 종일 mixed up, mixed up, oh-oh

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour