Small Leaf - Hayden Calnin

Well I go to work every Monday Get to do something I love And I make it home every evening To an angel God sent from above Got an 8 point on camera from last year This season looks like a 10 I got a barn with a fridge full of cold beer On the weekend it's full of good friends I know I'm a lucky man, but I ain't sure why I am Cuz' it ain't like anyone deserves the world in the palm of their hand Now I've hit my knees, thankful as can be But the one thing I can't get over Is how'd a guy like me, who'd have been fine with 3 Wind up with a 5 leaf clover I got a half tonne that's parked in the driveway My dog wags his tail when he hears I grew up in a good place to be from My folks still got a bunch of good years Now I know I'm a lucky man, but I ain't sure why I am Cuz it ain't like anyone deserves the world in the palm of their hand I've hit my knees, thankful as can be But the one thing I can't get over Is how'd a guy like me, who'd have been fine with 3 Wind up with a 5 leaf clover I know I'm a lucky man, but I ain't sure why I am Cuz it ain't like anyone deserves the world in the palm of their hand I've hit my knees, thankful as can be But the one thing I can't get over Is how'd a guy like me, who'd have been fine with 3 Wind up with a 5 leaf clover How'd a guy like me, who could've wound up with weeds Wind up with a 5 leaf clover

When you're big and troubles seem so far You put your belly up to the bar Squint your eyes, you can almost miss the dirt You tell yourself it couldn't hurt But when you're small You can't walk down the hall When you're small You're not very big at all When you're low, you reach a certain point Where you can't really see the point You can try, but you can't see eye to eye Yet when you're low then you really know But when you're high It's easier to fight When you're high You don't have to know why When you're small You don't have very far to fall When you're small You feel like you belong When you're small You can curl into a ball When you're small No you're not very big at all

Rest my head against the wall, waitin' for a call that never came 'Cause time moves so slowly when you're still holding on to blame I tried but can't forget the day You reachin' for my hand as I touched your face When your secrets were still safe from me 'Til your eyes gave you away 'Cause we are drowning above the water in a movie drained of colour Luckless lovers with a past that's just a string of small disasters I'd give it all just to feel somethin' real And now I see the warning signs with the benefit of hindsight, I was blind To the way you'd make me feel so crazy just to protect your lies And all I wanted was the truth, the better part of you that I still see 'Cause love is all we have to give, but you took my best for free 'Cause we are drowning above the water in a movie drained of colour Luckless lovers with a past that's just a string of small disasters I'd give it all just to feel somethin' real And the one thing that really hurts is We were so close to being perfect And I know you'll be okay And that's what kills me, yeah 'Cause we are drowning above the water in a movie drained of colour Luckless lovers with a past that's just a string of small disasters 'Cause we are drowning above the water in a movie drained of colour Luckless lovers with a past that's just a string of small disasters I'd give it all just to feel somethin' real, somethin' real Oh, I'd give it all just to feel somethin' real

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour