Swift Kick in the Butt - Jay-Jay Johanson

I could go back to every laugh But I don't wanna go there anymore And I know all the steps up to your door But I don't wanna go there anymore Talk to the wind, talk to the sky Talk to the man with the reasons why And let me know what you find I'll leave my window open 'Cause I'm too tired tonight to call your name Just know I'm right here hoping That you'll come in with the rain I could stand up and sing you a song But I don't wanna have to go that far And I, I've got you down, I know you by heart And you don't even know where I start Talk to yourself, talk to the tears Talk to the man who put you here And don't wait for the sky to clear I'll leave my window open 'Cause I'm too tired tonight to call your name, oh Just know I'm right here hoping That you'll come in with the rain I've watched you so long, screamed your name I don't know what else I can say I'll leave my window open 'Cause I'm too tired tonight for all these games Just know I'm right here hoping That you'll come in with the rain I could go back to every laugh But I don't wanna go there anymore

One look, dark room Meant just for you Time moved too fast You play it back Buttons on a coat Lighthearted joke No proof, not much But you saw enough Small talk, he drives Coffee at midnight The light reflects The chain on your neck He says, "Look up" And your shoulders brush No proof, one touch But you felt enough You can hear it in the silence (silence), silence (silence), you You can feel it on the way home (way home), way home (way home), you You can see it with the lights out (lights out), lights out (lights out) You are in love True love You are in love Morning, his place Burnt toast, Sunday You keep his shirt He keeps his word And for once you let go Of your fears and your ghosts One step, not much But it said enough You kiss on sidewalks You fight, then you talk One night he wakes Strange look on his face Pauses, then says "You're my best friend" And you knew what it was He is in love You can hear it in the silence (silence), silence (silence), you You can feel it on the way home (way home), way home (way home), you You can see it with the lights out (lights out), lights out (lights out) You are in love True love And so it goes You two are dancing in a snow globe 'round and 'round And he keeps a picture of you in his office downtown And you understand now why they lost their minds and fought the wars And why I've spent my whole life trying to put it into words 'Cause you can hear it in the silence You can feel it on the way home You can see it with the lights out You are in love True love You are in love You can hear it in the silence (silence), silence (silence), you You can feel it on the way home (way home), way home (way home), you You can see it with the lights out (lights out), lights out (lights out) You are in love True love You are in love You can hear it in the silence (silence), silence (silence), you You can feel it on the way home (way home), way home (way home), you You can see it with the lights out (lights out), lights out (lights out) You are in love True love You are in love

I don't know what I want So don't ask me 'Cause I'm still trying to figure it out Don't know what's down this road I'm just walking Trying to see through the rain coming down Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do I'm alone, on my own And that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong Oh, but life goes on Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world Got the radio on, my old blue jeans And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine Could you tell me what more do I need And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh, yeah, but that's okay I'm alone, on my own And that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong Oh, but life goes on Oh, I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world I'm alone, on my own And that's all I know I'll be strong, I'll be wrong Oh, but life goes on Oh, I'm alone, on my own And that's all I know 'Cause I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world

I didn't know what I would find When I went lookin' for a reason I know I didn't read between the lines And baby I've got nowhere to go I tried to take the road less traveled by But nothing seems to work the first few times, am I right? So, how can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever let's me in And I can still see you, this ain't the best view On the outside looking in I've been a lot of lonely places I've never been on the outside You saw me there but never knew That I would give it all up to be A part of this, a part of you And now it's all too late so you see You could have helped if you had wanted to But no one notices until it's too late to do anything How can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever let's me in And I can still see you, this ain't the best view On the outside looking in I've been a lot of lonely places I've never been on the outside Oh yeah How can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever let's me in And I can still see you, this ain't the best view On the outside looking in I've been a lot of lonely places I've never been on the outside Oh, oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh

I'm doing good, I'm on some new shit Been saying "yes" instead of "no" I thought I saw you at the bus stop, I didn't though I hit the ground running each night I hit the Sunday matinée You know the greatest films of all time were never made I guess you never know, never know And if you wanted me, you really should've showed And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow And it's alright now But we were something, don't you think so? Roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool And if my wishes came true It would've been you In my defense, I have none For never leaving well enough alone But it would've been fun If you would've been the one (Ooh) I have this dream you're doing cool shit Having adventures on your own You meet some woman on the internet and take her home We never painted by the numbers, baby But we were making it count You know the greatest loves of all time are over now I guess you never know, never know And it's another day waking up alone But we were something, don't you think so? Roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool And if my wishes came true It would've been you In my defense, I have none For never leaving well enough alone But it would've been fun If you would've been the one I, I, I persist and resist the temptation to ask you If one thing had been different Would everything be different today? We were something, don't you think so? Rosé flowing with your chosen family And it would've been sweet If it could've been me In my defense, I have none For digging up the grave another time But it would've been fun If you would've been the one (Ooh)

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع