Someone to Stay - Chicane

I wasn't built for this My head can't make any damn sense of this so it sings Can't remember the smell and I Can't recall the taste but I try everyday If I wasn't so afraid I'd shine a light up to space Then my soul could be Strong enough to see your face One more day One more day I found notes that you hid Sharing secrets and fears that were meant to stay hid Moving stuff out your room Leaves me emptier than the room where you stayed If I wasn't so afraid I'd shine a light up to space Then my soul could be Strong enough to see your face Give me one more day One more day And if I wasn't so afraid I'd shine a light up to space Then my soul could be Strong enough to see your face One more day

I've been driving around here in this town Know it like the back of my hand I've been dreaming of ways, ways to get out Put myself in a box that I'd never be Someone I'm proud of you see Here I am on this bridge facing defeat I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day There's so many reasons to stay No, I don't wanna die, just don't wanna live Why can't I reach out for help You would do anything to get me through this I'm so used to alone, don't know what it's like To let someone into my mind But I'd do anything just to survive I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain From the chill of the autumn wind And the laugh of your sister's kid To the first snow when it sets in The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day There's so many reasons to stay I'm just doing the best I can I'm just living in the life I have I'm confused but I'm fine with that The beauty will outweigh the pain We'll all find a purpose one day We all have a reason to stay

Here we are again lying on the floor I can hear my name under the bedroom door You can change my day with a single word You will never know how much it hurts I hate it when I blame myself I hate it when I cry I hate it when my makeup is rolling down my eyes I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want And I'm not coming back I'm already gone So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay Who do I turn to? Where do I escape? Got an empty pack Still a heavy weight All I know is I did it for me I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want And I'm not coming back I'm already gone So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay How could the fearless become so afraid? The ones that are closest feel so far away Guess we're already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay I hate the way you look at me Know I'm not what you want So are you gonna give me a reason to stay? Or are you gonna let me throw it all away? If I'm already broken There's nothing left to break So don't try and give me a reason to stay, to stay

A joy, hard learned in winter was the warming of the bed You'd shake for minutes there and move your legs Wrap the blanket over you and keep your head within Let your breath heat the air until you'd feel it getting thin 'Uiscefhuaraithe' The feel of coldness only water brings There are some things that no one teaches you, love That come natural as a dream you didn't know that you were in And darlin', all my dreamin' Is only put to shame And darlin', all my dreamin' Has only been given a name But it came easy, darlin' As natural as another leg around you in the bed frame In summer's heat, I learned to dread the comin' of the night The awful things we do to make the head go quiet You'd press your body to the concrete when you were small The rains of winter seemed to never leave the walls 'Uiscefhuaraithe' The feel of coolness only water brings There are some things that no one teaches you, love That God in his awful wisdom first programs in But darlin', all my dreamin' Is only been put to shame And darlin', all my dreamin' Has only been given a name But it happened easy, darlin' As natural as another leg around you in the bed And I wish I could say That the river of my arms have found the ocean And I wish I could say the cold lake water of my heart Christ, it's boilin' over But it happened easy, darlin' Natural as another leg around you in the bed frame

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع