It's Okay to Change - Nicole Serrano

D-D-Danny Why the f- they put my business on the blogs? Sisters know they never gotta get a job Brodie said he rather spin sh- and rob Damn dawg, he ain't playin' dawg That's your plan dawg? That's your man dawg? F- both of them, I want 'em all gone Sh- been gettin shakey I'm staying where I'm safe at Couple spots, I'on know where I stay at Why would you play and you know we don't play that? Flippin' words when you know I ain't say that I been good so I'm guessing it's payback Smoking woods in the back of the Maybach I'm the hero so they gotta face that Hit Dior, where the f- is my cape at? I'm on a other one, bought another car then another Bank account like I just won a settlement Sippin' Wock', I'm addicted to medicine Pockets on elephant, large I get two pretty women to come kick it with me at the penthouse We'll have a ménage I go in any n- city, bunch of killers with me, everybody got a rod Swear I'll nod off 'fore I fall off, it's that drink talk, oh, yeah 15 foreign cars and I pop off and I run ATL When I get old I might have back problems these Cuban links big as hell I done f- M's up with these lawyers tryna get my n- out of jail 500 racks for a bond, do whatever for brodie We came up from cars that was stolen Before it drop I'ma be on top of this fashion I'm staying in touch with the owners You stabbed me right in my back when you could have just asked what happen When you be disloyal We sharing all of this sh- From the money, to cars, to the h-, it don't matter the order One of my n- got out and another went in Swear, I'm getting sick and tired of that order I see you drowning I'm coming to help you I'm risking it all I'ma die in that water I'm rich as f- I can do what I wanna Came over sober, she left here a stoner She know she rather sleep inside a condo Well, I f- her like I'm fresh out the corner I can't change I'm stuck in my ways Poppin' half and half I'm up for a day Oh, you getting money now? Okay Tell 'em don't play with you, okay I'm proud of you, you supposed to be proud of me too I do everything that I can do Make it happen, don't make an excuse I sure improved I'm the one and not the two, yeah Lot of money on you now, yeah Sh- together, got accounts, yeah Glad you took a different route, yeah Tryna buy your folks a house, yeah Glad you really made it out, yeah You can't sit and wait around, yeah Gotta get up and get out, yeah You gotta get this sh- now, yeah I got a Cullinan 'cause I just wanted one Run up a check and look out for my brothers I asked did he trick and that n- was stutterin' I knew him for years and he don't know my government You can't come around if you keep on recording me I'm trappin', you trappin', that sh- be a tournament Voice of the trenches and I could be a general I'm pour up a cup with the n- who murder But I ain't gon' hold you, n- had told I told N- be using emojis, saying I'm bogus I was just down on my back I couldn't send cash, I wrote you My brother did ten, got out of jail, I'm global I take care of my block, I'm 'posed to I'm done f- h- who local Popped me a ten ain't feel it I gotta go boot up some doses Ask, can I leave them streets alone? Bro went to jail and I got him a phone Just 'cause he think 'cause he lost his motion My brother think he ain't coming home Fentanyl and felonies getting you gone Switch on a nickel, I feel like a stone The n- who died I'll never respond I'm slapping the b- who ain't listen to Von I can't change I'm stuck in my ways Poppin' half and half I'm up for a day Oh, you getting money now? Okay Tell 'em don't play with you, okay I'm proud of you, you supposed to be proud of me too I do everything that I can do Make it happen, don't make an excuse I sure improved I'm the one and not the two, yeah Lot of money on you now, yeah Sh- together, got accounts, yeah Glad you took a different route, yeah Tryna buy your folks a house, yeah Glad you really made it out, yeah You can't sit and wait around, yeah Gotta get up and get out, yeah You gotta get this sh- now, yeah

If you knew that you would die today Or saw the face of God and love Would you change? Would you change? If you knew that love can't break your heart When you're down so low, you cannot fall Would you change? Would you change? How bad, how good does it need to get? How many losses? How much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget Makes you change Makes you change If you knew that you could be alone Knowing right, being wrong Would you change? Would you change? If you knew that you could find a truth That brings a pain that can't be soothed Would you change? Would you change? How bad, how good does it need to get? How many losses? How much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget It makes you change Makes you change Are you so upright, you can't be bent? If it comes to blows Are you so sure you won't be crawling? If not for the good, why risk falling? Why risk falling? If everything you think you know Makes your life unbearable Would you change? Would you change? If you'd broken every rule and vow Hard times come to bring you down Would you change? Would you change? If you knew that you would die today If you saw the face of God and love Would you change? Would you change? Would you change? Would you change? If you saw the face of God and love If you saw the face of God and love Would you change? Would you change?

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

One, two, three Why are you hanging on so tight To the rope that I'm hanging from? Off this island, this was an escape plan (this was an escape plan) Carefully timed it, so let me go And dive into the waves below Who tends the orchards? Who fixes up the gables? Emotional torture from the head of your high table Who fetches the water from the rocky mountain spring? And walk back down again to feel your words and their sharp sting And I'm getting fucking tired The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ended, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour You make me do too much labour Apologies from my tongue, and never yours Busy lapping from flowing cup and stabbing with your fork I know you're a smart man (I know you're a smart man), and weaponise The false incompetence, it's dominance under a guise If we had a daughter, I'd watch and could not save her The emotional torture, from the head of your high table She'd do what you taught her, she'd meet the same cruel fate So now I've gotta run, so I can undo this mistake At least I've gotta try The capillaries in my eyes are bursting If our love died, would that be the worst thing? For somebody I thought was my saviour You sure make me do a whole lot of labour The calloused skin on my hands is cracking If our love ends, would that be a bad thing? And the silence haunts our bed chamber You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then a virgin, nurse then a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant Just an appendage, live to attend him So that he never lifts a finger 24-7, baby machine So he can live out his picket fence dreams It's not an act of love if you make her You make me do too much labour All day, every day, therapist, mother, maid (The capillaries in my eyes are bursting) Nymph then virgin, nurse and a servant (If our love died, would that be the worst thing?) Just an appendage, live to attend him (For somebody I thought was my saviour) So that he never lifts a finger (You sure make me do a whole lot of labour) 24-7, baby machine (The calloused skin on my hands is crackin') So he can live out his picket fence dreams (If our love ends, would that be a bad thing?) It's not an act of love if you make her (And the silence haunts our bed chamber) You make me do too much labour