If Only I - Jon McLaughlin

A million thoughts in my head Should I let my heart keep listening? I know it's time to say goodbye So hard to let go

Fragile lives and fragile minds When nothing seems to work then it Can feel like it's not worth it And I think you could turn things around For me in my life Then maybe I could make it out alive Ooh Ooh Ooh And you've been spending all your time Finding somewhere that feels like home And you wonder why you can't Shake the fear of being alone And the storm, it guides you back into the dark And if you only it feel it once Is it enough? And nothing ever seems to last And the days go by and they're coming fast, they're coming fast And you can feel yourself running out of time And the road gets longer ahead And I don't think that there's a finish line And you've been spending all your time Finding somewhere that feels like home And you wonder why you can't Shake the fear of being alone And the storms, they guide you back into the dark And if you only it feel it once Is it enough? And if you only feel it once Is it enough? And if you only feel it once Is it enough? And if you only feel it once If you only feel it once Ooh Ooh And you've been spending all your time Finding somewhere that feels like home And you wonder why you can't Shake the fear of being alone And the storms, they guide you back into the dark And if you only it feel it once Is it enough? Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh

You're the best friend of my life The rib on my side The peace in my mind The pleasure in my body My body I'm the light to your fire Your deepest desire The truth to your liar But still you don't want me And I don't want you But maybe I do If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this Call me your person I called you mine too Even though I'm whole now I'm still scared to lose Cause I was lost before you And you were lost too And I keep going in and out of being mad at you Even though I know the deal I wrote that shit with you And we both signed it Souls aligned and everything If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this When I needed you to cry on You found someone else to lie on Trusting you, I'd have put my life on Guess I wouldn't have survived long Now I don't know who you are Don't know if I care It's just messed up I thought you'd be there When I needed you to cry on You found someone else to lie on If I call now would you pick it up I'm breaking down can you pick it up But you don't answer You always answer I'm drinking wine looking at my phone While you're inside her I'm here all alone I don't want this I'm better than this Oh yeah I'm better than this Oh I'm better than this Yeah I'm better than this I'm better than this

This house, she's holding secrets I got my change behind the bed In a coffee can I throw my nickels in Just in case I have to leave And I will go if you ask me to I will stay if you dare And if I go, I'm goin' shameless Let my hunger take me there This house, she's quite the talker She creaks and moans, she keeps me up And the photographs know I'm a liar They just laugh as I burn her down And I will go if you ask me to I will stay if you dare And if I go, I'm goin' on fire Let my anger take me there The shingles, man, they're shaking The back door's burning through This old house, she's quite the keeper Quite the keeper of you I will go if you ask me to I will stay if you dare And if I go, I'm goin' crazy Let my darlin' take me there If I go, I'm goin' crazy Let my darlin' take me there

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true