talk to myself - Nessa Barrett

Tell me what I've gotta do There's no getting through to you The lights are on, but nobody's home You say I can't understand But you're not giving me a chance When you leave me, where do you go? All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I admit I made mistakes But yours might cost you everything Can't you hear me calling you home? Oh, all the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, talking to myself

Yeah, I know I should go dry my eyes You're right, I'm too emotional sometimes Don't leave, you know I can keep it cool Don't lie like you do Lost inside our conversations wherever I go, oh-mmh Yeah, I guess we all got our own ways Our own ways to go (ooh) Yeah, and it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to - (I-I-I) I talk to - Oh, I know I should put it out to bed But I'm still, still a mess the day we met Can't hide my feelings, not from you Even if I wanted to, oh Lost inside our conversations wherever I go, oh-mmh Yeah, I guess we all got our own ways Our own ways to go (ooh) Yeah, and it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to - I talk to - When I'm up, when I'm down When I'm lost, when I'm found (ooh) When it's good, when it hurts When I've got no words And it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I -

For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm not depressed, no I'm just pissed That I ever could have let my life come to this People looking up while I keep looking down Middle finger to the sky with my head on the ground I want to take it back, take it back For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself Is there a cure for this disease? Can anybody help me? I'm down on my knees See all these happy people with their head held high I have everything I want, but I'm barely alive For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself Is there a cure for this disease? I'm tired of living my life on my knees For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell Get me out of this cage Let me out of this cell Why does it feel like I'm just talking, talking to myself? I'm just talking, I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself, yeah

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I'm not awake I'm not alone You're right beside my face Will you love me this way? 'Cause I'm dancing with my eyes closed It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always You're not awake You're not alone I'm calling off that fragile case Oh, baby Are you dancing with your eyes closed? It's okay, it's me, babe One more time for my taste I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down One more time for my taste See me fall from your eyes to your waist One more time for my taste Drink this wine from your sweet, from your case I feel your love, I feel your faith always See me fall from your eyes to your waist I feel your love, I feel your faith always One more time for my taste One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my... One more time for my home I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lick your wounds I'll lay you down I'll lay you down