talk to myself - Nessa Barrett

Tell me what I've gotta do There's no getting through to you The lights are on, but nobody's home You say I can't understand But you're not giving me a chance When you leave me, where do you go? All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I admit I made mistakes But yours might cost you everything Can't you hear me calling you home? Oh, all the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself Talking to myself, talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself All the walls that you keep building All this time that I spent chasing All the ways that I keep losing you And the truth is, you turned into someone else You keep running like the sky is falling I can whisper, I can yell But I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, I'm just talking to myself I'm talking to myself, I'm talking to myself Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know, talking to myself

Yeah, I know I should go dry my eyes You're right, I'm too emotional sometimes Don't leave, you know I can keep it cool Don't lie like you do Lost inside our conversations wherever I go, oh-mmh Yeah, I guess we all got our own ways Our own ways to go (ooh) Yeah, and it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to - (I-I-I) I talk to - Oh, I know I should put it out to bed But I'm still, still a mess the day we met Can't hide my feelings, not from you Even if I wanted to, oh Lost inside our conversations wherever I go, oh-mmh Yeah, I guess we all got our own ways Our own ways to go (ooh) Yeah, and it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to - I talk to - When I'm up, when I'm down When I'm lost, when I'm found (ooh) When it's good, when it hurts When I've got no words And it's like nothing has changed I tell you about my days Even when there's nothing to say I talk to you When I get caught up in the waves I know you're not far away It's like we're still face-to-face I talk to you, you, you I, I talk to you, you, you I -

For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm not depressed, no I'm just pissed That I ever could have let my life come to this People looking up while I keep looking down Middle finger to the sky with my head on the ground I want to take it back, take it back For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself Is there a cure for this disease? Can anybody help me? I'm down on my knees See all these happy people with their head held high I have everything I want, but I'm barely alive For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell My head's in a cage, I'm locked in a cell I'm not talking shit I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself Is there a cure for this disease? I'm tired of living my life on my knees For everybody doing good, yeah I wish you well I hope you never have to go through this hell Get me out of this cage Let me out of this cell Why does it feel like I'm just talking, talking to myself? I'm just talking, I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself I'm just talking, talking to myself, yeah

Don't know what I'm feeling, feeling right now Life's been kinda pretty, kinda down, down Heart full of emotions But I lost myself, myself to you I should've known it, your heart is so cold Three, four, five times, yeah, I couldn't let go I don't even know The person you are You tore me apart I lost it all on you Gave it all to you Broke me down again Lover to a friend Lost it all on you But it's a game I lose Again and again Again and again I lost it all on you Gave it all to you Broke me down again Lover to a friend Lost it all on you But it's a game I lose Again and again Again and again Got me up all night, my eyes bloodshot from your lies Love, love, love, baby, it's always a surprise Yes, yes, yes, come and take me for a ride Chasing all the highs (highs) I should've known it, your heart is so cold Three, four, five times yeah, I couldn't let go I don't even know The person you are You tore me apart I lost it all on you Gave it all to you Broke me down again Lover to a friend Lost it all on you But it's a game I lose Again and again Again and again I lost it all on you Gave it all to you Broke me down again Lover to a friend Lost it all on you But it's a game I lose Again and again Again and again I lost it all Ooh-ooh I lo...

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

I hate that S-Class Benz that you're so damn proud of You hate my truck 'cause you can't climb out of it And I'll admit it girl, I said it and I meant it Yeah, I loved you for a minute, but we dance sure different It's been a week since you went and hit the highway And made it clear that I oughta have it my way But my way looks a whole lot better With just my truck in the driveway And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true You got drunk one night and told me I was white trash I was high, but I guess I wasn't high class Enough to show up with you on your own We were never gonna be two kids on a farm And I hope you find you a high rollin' High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true I could sit here bitter and bitchin' And wishin' things woulda gone different But that don't sound nothin' like me at all Honey, who the hell am I kiddin'? And I hope you find you a high rolling High rise view that you don't get in the country And I hope you find you a guy with some dollar sign eyes And a pocket full of money And it ain't that I want you to think that I hate every single little thing you do But when you say that I ain't ever gonna find nobody just like you I hope that's true Yeah, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true Oh, I hope that's true