what doesn’t kill me - Kacey Musgraves

I've watched a California sunset Burn from orange to gold Bought a pawn shop six string Sold my soul to rock and roll They say if you ain't busy livin' Then you're just dyin' slow I wanna say I've done it all By the time it's time to go Where and when and what'll be the death of me Well, heaven only knows It might be the highway And it might be these songs It might be the whiskey or the smoke inside these lungs Ain't no way around it One day I'm gonna die If something's gonna kill me, might as well be What makes me feel alive I've loved a damn good woman I've had to let one go Rode life's rollercoasters Mountain highs and valley lows Broke a hundred on two wheels Found revival on the road The devil's always on my heels But I keep him on his toes And it might be the highway And it might be these songs It might be the whiskey or the smoke inside these lungs Ain't no way around it One day I'm gonna die If something's gonna kill me, might as well be What makes me feel alive Alive, oh, yeah It might be the highway And it might be these songs It might be the whiskey or the smoke inside these lungs Ain't no way around it One day I'm gonna die If something's gonna kill me, might as well be What makes me feel alive Alive Alive Alive I've made my peace with God I ain't afraid to die If something's gonna kill me Might as well be what makes me feel alive

If you could gift my feelings language Speech is a necessary magic sometimes Please articulate my anguish Please explain to me why these raindrops accompany better times, yeah If you could make all the If you could, make the What if, what if, what ifs Just fly away for a minute, mm If you could make all the If you could, make the What if, what if, what ifs Just fly away for a minute, mm (I remember) angels weeping at my bad habits (I remember) swan matches and smoke dancing on the window pane (Ex-ex-expand on that, that's interesting though) (What else do you remember?) (I remember) thinking until my thoughts got damaged (I remember) someone said you could help find my thoughts a name (Psycho-ana-, hypno-thera-, uh, could you find my thoughts for me?) Is it that I need some love, love of the selfish kind? Is it that I need to know what's in the depth of mind? Indeed if I do find out, would I just stay confined? Wishful thinking games, wait 'til the stars align Is it 'cause memories break, why I feel lost in time? Is it 'cause I've made mistakes, karma taking flight? But if you could hypnotise me Then maybe, then peace would find me Oh, if you could hypnotise me Then maybe, then peace would find If you could make all the If you could, make the What if, what if, what ifs Just fly away for a minute, mm If you could make all the If you could, make the What if, what if, what ifs Just fly away for a minute, mm Quiet storms dwelling on what you're not I'll help you find a way out Easily swayed, you're not cautious enough Who made you this way? Travelling inside your confine Traffic in your heart and your mind The spirit of your memory's gone blind There's answers in your body entwined

متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف وتفوت أيام وتمر سنين وانا حالي غريب انا مين انا مين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين مشدود في الساقية وعايش مبسوط وحزين ومحبط وجرئ ورزين على غفلة اتحول بركان جبار انا ضلمة وليل أنا نار ونهار متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف ماشي على طريق مكتوب مرسوم بس انا مسؤول وعليا اللوم ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول ماقدرش أقول من الذنب برئ لا انا ابليس ولا هبقى رسول قدامي طريق همشيه همشيه نفهم في الآخر كل ده لية متكتف مهموم موجوع وضعيف وشجاع مليان أحلام وعشان مربوط مكسور وبكسر في المآديف

فوسط زحمة وناس كتير وطريق أنا ماشي فيه عكس السير وسط الطموح والأمل والتمني فاضلي خطوة توصلني فوسط حاجات ومكيفات بحاول أنسى كل اللي فات في وسط صدري ضلعي مكسور ومن خلاله قلبي شايف نور أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع فوسط الليل وأنا بعيد عن البشر شفت نور يشبه نور القمر بس القمر مسيره يفارق ويسيبني تاني مع الوحدة أحارب فوسط قصة حب يعني وهمية كان لازم أصدق اصل الوحدة قوية مش كل المشاعر حقيقية أنا شفت نور معرفتش اغمض عنيا أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع أنا كنت فاكر اني طاير وأتاريني على وشي بقع أنا كنت فاكر إني هوصل لكني بهرب من الوجع

You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Any place is better Startin' from zero, got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something Me, myself, I got nothing to prove You got a fast car I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money Won't have to drive too far Just across the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs Finally see what it means to be living See, my old man's got a problem He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working His body's too young to look like his Mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said, "somebody's got to take care of him" So I quit school and that's what I did You got a fast car Is it fast enough so we can fly away? Still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car We go cruisin', entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job So I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a bigger house, live in the suburbs So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans, I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on driving So, I remember when we were driving, driving in your car Speed so fast, I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I, I, had a feeling that I belonged I, I, had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone You got a fast car Is it fast enough so you can fly away? You still gotta make a decision Leave tonight, or live and die this way